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Robert Silverberg
SIX FRIGHTENED MEN
It was an
unexplored planet and anything could happen—yet none of us expected to face a creature
impossible to fight, let alone kill....
Imagination
Stories of Science and Fantasy June 1957
You put your life
on the line when you join the Exploratory Wing of the Space Corps. They tell
you that when you sign up. The way they told it to me, it went like this:
"You'll be
out there on alien worlds where no human being has ever set foot—worlds which
may or may not have been inhabited by hostile alien creatures. You take your
life in your hands every time you make a planetfall out there. Still
interested?"
"That's old
stuff," I said. "You don't think I'd join up if it was an old ladies'
tea party, do you?"
Which was how I
happened to be crouching behind a fantastically-sculptured spiralling rock out
on the yellow wind-blasted desert of Pollux V, huddling there with the fierce
sweep of sand against my faceplate, looking at the monster that barred my path.
The thing was at
least sixty feet tall and all eyes and mouth. The mouth yawned, showing yellow
daggers a foot long. As for the eyes—well, they burned with the cold luminosity
of an intelligent and inimical being.
I didn't know what
the thing was. One minute I'd been examining an interesting rock formation, a
second later I was hiding behind it, watching the ravening thing that had
appeared out of nowhere.
Other members of
the expedition were sprawled here and there on the desert too. I could see Max
Feld, our paleontologist, curled in a tight plump little ball under an
outcropping of weathered limestone, and there was Roy Laurence, the biochemist,
flat on his stomach peering at the thing incredulously.
Back behind me were three others—Don Forster, Leo Mickens, Clyde Hamner. That made six.
The
two remaining members of the team, Medic Howard Graves and Anthropologist Lyman
Donaldson, were back at the ship. We always left a shift of two back there in
case of trouble.
And trouble had sure
struck now!
I saw Laurence
swivel in the sand and stare goggle-eyed at me. His lips moved, and over my
helmet radio came: "What the hell is it, Phil? Where'd it come from?"
I'm a
morphologist; I'm supposed to know things like that. But I could only shrug and
say, "A thing like that could only come from the pits of Hell. I've never
seen anything like it before."
I hadn't. We had
been fine-combing the broad windswept plain in front of the ship, looking for
archaeological remains. The planet was uninhabited, or so we thought after
running a quick check—but Max Feld had discovered relics of a dead race, an
exciting find, and we had all fanned out to help him in his search for more.
We had been
heading toward a flat mountain wall that rose abruptly from the desert about a
mile from the ship when—from nowhere—the creature appeared, towering above the
desert like a dinosaur dropped from the skies.
But no dinosaur
ever looked like this one. Sixty feet high, its skin a loathsome gray-green
quivering jelly with thick hairy cilia projecting, its vat-like mouth gaping
toothily, its cold, hard eyes flicking back and forth, searching for us as we
flattened ourselves out of sight, it was an utterly ghastly being. Evolution
had gone wild on this planet.
And we were cut off
from the ship, hemmed between the mountain wall and the creature.
"What are we
going to do?" Clyde Hamner whispered. "He's going to smell us out
pretty soon."
As he spoke, the
monster began to move—flowing, it seemed, like some vast protozoan.
"I'm going to
blast it," I said, as it oozed closer to us. Cautiously, I lifted my
Webley from its shoulder-holster, turned the beam to Full, began to
squeeze the firing-stud.
A bright white-hot
beam of force leaped from the nozzle and speared the creature's eye. It howled,
seemed to leap in the air, thrashed around—
And changed.
A blaster, ladies and gentlemen. Usually good for amorphous blobs. |
It became a boiling mass of amorphous protoplasm, writhing and billowing on the sand. I fired again into the mass—again and again, and the alien creature continued to shift its form. I was cold with horror, but I kept up the firing. My bolts seemed to be absorbed into the fluid mass without effect, but at least I had halted the oozing advance.
It reached one
final hideous stage: a giant mouth, opening before us like the gate of hell. A
mouth, nothing more. It yawned in front of us—
Then advanced.
I felt noxious vapors shoot out, bathing my thermosuit, and I saw a gargling larynx feet across.
I fired, again and again, into the monster's throat.
My companions were
firing too. We seemed to have halted the thing's advance. It paused some twenty
feet from us, a wall of mouth.
Then it
disappeared.
It blinked out of
sight the way it had come—instantaneously. For a moment I didn't realize what
had happened, and fired three useless charges into the space where the monster
had been.
"It's
gone," Hamner exclaimed.
My hands were
trembling—me, who had stood up to Venusian mudworms without a whimper, who had
fought the giant fleas of Rigel IX. I was shaking all over. Sweat was running
down my entire body, and the wiper of my faceplate was going crazy trying to
blot my forehead.
Then I heard dull
groans coming from up ahead. One final grunt, then silence. They had been
coming from Max Feld.
Looking around
cautiously, I rose to my feet. There was no sign of the creature. I ran to
where Max lay.
The plump
paleontologist was sprawled flat in the sand, face down. I bent, yanked him
over, peered in his facemask. His eyes were open, staring—and lifeless.
It wasn't till we
got back to the ship that we could open his spacesuit and confirm what I
thought I saw on his face.
Doc Graves
pronounced it finally: "He's dead. Heart attack. What the devil did
you see out there, anyway?"
Quickly I
described it. When I was finished the medic shivered. "Lord! No wonder Max
had an attack. What a nightmare!"
Donaldson, the
anthropologist, appeared from somewhere in the back of the ship. Seeing Max's
body, he said, "What happened?"
"We were attacked on the desert. Max was the only casualty. The thing didn't touch us—it just
tood there and changed shape. Max must have died of fright."
Donaldson scowled.
He was a wry, taciturn individual with a coldness about him that I didn't like.
I could pretty much guess what he would say. No expression of grief, or
anything like that.
"It's going
to look bad for you, Doc, when it's discovered we had a man with a weak heart
in the crew."
The medic
stiffened. "I checked Max's heart before we left. It was as good as
anyone's. But the shock of seeing that thing—"
"Yeah,"
Don Forster said angrily. "You'd have been shivering in your boots too if
that thing had popped out of nowhere right over your left
shoulder."
"Keep your
remarks to yourself, Forster. I signed on for the Exploratory Team with the
same understanding any of you did—that we were going into alien, uncharted
worlds and could expect to meet up with anything. Anything at all. Fright's a
mere emotional reaction. Adults—as you supposedly are—should be able to control
it."
I felt like
hitting him, but I restrained myself. That ordeal out on the desert had left me
drained, nerves raw and shaken. I shrugged and looked away.
"Well?"
Hamner said. "What do we do? Go home?"
It was said half
as a joke, but I saw from the look on young Leo Mickens' face that he was
perfectly willing to take the suggestion seriously and get off Pollux V as fast
as he could.
To forestall any
trouble, I said, "It's a tempting idea. But I don't think it would look
good on our records."
"You're
right," Hamner agreed. "We stay. We stay until we know what that
thing is, where it came from, and how we can lick it."
We stayed. We spent the rest of that day aboard ship, having called off the day's explorations in memory of Max. The bright orb of Pollux set about 2000 ship time, and the sky was filled with a glorious sight: a horde of moons whirling above. The moons of Pollux V were incredible.
There
were one hundred of them, ranging in size from a hunk of rock the
size of Mars' Deimos to one massive high-albedo satellite almost a thousand
miles in diameter. They marched across the sky in stately order, filling the
Polluxian night with brightness.
Only we didn't
feel much sense of wonder. We buried Max in a crude grave, laid him to rest
under the light of a hundred moons, and then withdrew to the ship to consider
our problem.
"Where'd it come
from?" Doc Graves asked.
"Nowhere,"
I said. "Just nowhere. One second it wasn't there, next second it was. It
vanished the same way."
"How could
that be?" Donaldson asked. "Matter doesn't work that way; it's flatly
impossible."
Holding myself in
check, I said, "Maybe so, Donaldson. But the thing was there."
"How do you
know?" the anthropologist persisted, sneering a little. "You sure it
wasn't a mass illusion of some kind?"
"Damn
you," Forster shouted, "You weren't there. We were—and we saw
it. Max saw it. Ask Max if it was there!"
Evenly, Donaldson
said, "On the basis of your description, I'm convinced it must have been
an illusion. I'm willing to go out there and have a look first thing in the
morning—either alone or with any of you, if you can work up the courage. Fair
enough?"
"Fair
enough," I said. "I'll go with you."
The next morning
we left the ship, clad in thermosuits, armed to the teeth—at least I was. I
carried a subforce gun and a neural disruptor; Donaldson scornfully packed only
the prescribed blaster.
We crossed the
flat plain together, without speaking. I led the way, looking back nervously
every few paces, but there was nothing behind me but Donaldson. We made a
complete reconnaissance of the area, picked up a few interesting outlying fossils—Donaldson
thought they might be relics of the dead race of Pollux V—and reached the bare
face of the mountain without any difficulties.
"Well?"
Donaldson asked sneeringly. "Where's your monster this time? He afraid of
me?"
"So it didn't
show up," I snapped. "That doesn't prove anything. For all we know it
might jump us on the way back to the ship."
"So it might.
But I doubt it. For one thing, I've been checking footprints in the sand. I've
counted six tracks—one each for you, Feld, Hamner, Laurence, Forster, and
Mickens. Unfortunately, that doesn't leave any for your monster. There's no
sign of him anywhere."
I was a little
startled by that. I glanced around. "You're right," I admitted,
frowning. Licking dry lips, I said, "There ought to be some trace—unless
the wind's covered it."
"The wind
hasn't fully covered the traces of you six yet," Donaldson pointed out
with obstinate logic. "Why should it obliterate only those of your
nemesis?"
I scowled, but
said nothing. Donaldson was right again—but I still found it hard to convince
myself that what we had seen was only an illusion.
On the way back to
the ship, I formulated all sorts of theories to explain the creature. It was a
monster out of subspace, generated by etheric force; it was a
radiation-creature without tangible physical body; it was—
I had half a dozen
conjectures, each as unlikely as the next. But we returned to the ship safely,
without any trouble whatever. I was sure of one thing: the creature was real,
no matter what hell-void had spawned it.
When we returned, I saw the tense faces of the men in the ship ease.
"All
right," Donaldson said. "We've both been out there and come back. I
say we ought to investigate this place fully. There's been a high-level
civilization here at one time, and—"
"Suppose it's
this monster that killed off that civilization?" Forster suggested.
"Then it's
our duty to investigate it," I had to say. "Even at the cost of our
lives." Here I agreed with Donaldson; monster or no, it was our job to
fathom the secrets of this dead world.
We agreed to explore in twos, rather than risk the customary complement of six all at once.
Two men would go out; five remain within, three of them space-suited and ready
to leave the ship to answer any emergency call.
Mickens and
Forster drew the first assignment. They suited up and left. Tensely, we
proceeded about our shipside duties, cataloguing information from our previous
stops, performing routine tasks, busying ourselves desperately in unimportant
work to take our minds off the men who were out on that desert together.
An hour later,
Forster returned. Alone.
His face was pale,
his eyes bulging, and almost before he stepped from the airlock we knew what
must have happened.
"Where's
Mickens?" I asked, breaking the terrible hush in the cabin.
"Dead,"
he said hollowly. "We—we got to the mountain, and—God, it was awful!"
He sank down in an
acceleration cradle and started to sob. Doc Graves fumbled at his belt, drew
out a neurotab, forced it between the boy's quivering lips. He calmed; color
returned to his face.
"Tell us
about it," Hamner urged gently.
"We reached
the back end of the plain, and Leo suggested we try the mountain. He thought he
saw a sort of cave somewhere back in there, and wanted to have a look. We had
to go over that sharp rock shelf to get in there.
"So we
started to scale the cliff. We were about a hundred feet up, and going along a
path maybe four feet wide, when—when—" He shuddered, then forced himself
to go on. "The monster appeared. It popped out of nowhere right in front of
Leo. He was taken by surprise and toppled over the edge. I managed to hang
on."
"Were you attacked?" I asked.
"No. It
vanished, right after Leo fell off. I went down to look at him. His facemask
had broken. I left him there."
I glanced around
at the tight-jawed, hard faces of my crewmates. No one said a word—but we all
knew the job that faced us now. We couldn't leave Pollux V until we'd
discovered the nature of the beast that menaced us—even if it cost us our
lives. We couldn't go back to Earth and send some other guys in to do the job.
That wasn't the way the Exploratory Wing operated. We had a tradition to
uphold.
We drew lots, and Hamner and Donaldson went out there to recover Mickens' body. They encountered no hazards, and brought young Mickens' shattered body back. We buried it next to Max's. The monster had taken a toll of two already, without actually touching either.
It was almost like
some evil plan unfolding to wipe us out one by one. I didn't like it—but I
didn't have anything too concrete to base it on, not till the fifth day.
I was teamed with
Donaldson again, and I felt strangely confident about our safety. So far the
monster had yet to materialize any time Donaldson was out on the plain. That
fact had been in the back of my mind for quite a while. It was the only clue I
had.
We prowled over
the plain, which by now had been pretty well finetoothed, and then I suggested
we try the cave where Mickens had met his fate.
"I don't like
the idea," Donaldson said, eyeing the narrow shelf of rock we would have
to walk across. "You remember what happened to Mickens, and—"
Don't mind me, I'm just a big fucking bug... |
I laughed harshly. "Don't tell me you're beginning to believe in this monster of ours?"
"Of course
not. Mickens simply had an attack of vertigo and toppled off; Forster's active
imagination supplied the monster. But that shelf looks treacherous. I'd just as
soon not go up there."
"You're not
talking like an Exploratory Wing man, Donaldson. But it's okay with me if you
want to wait down here. That cave might be a goldmine of artifacts. We ought at
least to have a look."
His hard face
dropped within his mask. "No—I couldn't let you go alone. You win,"
he said. "Let's try the cave."
We began the
climb—and it was, I saw, a deadly road. It narrowed dizzyingly—and while the
drop was only a hundred feet, which a man could survive if he landed right,
spacesuits weren't made to take falls of that sort. And without a suit, a man
was instantly dead on this methane-ammonia atmosphere world.
We were about ten
feet out on the ledge, I in the lead and Donaldson behind me, when I heard him
gasp.
"Great God!
There it is!"
I felt him lurch
against me in sudden terror, nearly heaving me into the abyss, but somehow I
steadied myself, dropped to my knees, hung on. I turned.
He had avoided a
fall too. But I saw no monster.
"Where is
it?" I asked.
"It came out
of the air right next to me—just popped out of the void and vanished again. I
saw it, though." His voice was hoarse. "I apologize for everything
I've said. The thing is real. If it weren't for your sure footing we'd both
have gone the way Mickens did."
He seemed almost
hysterical. There was no sign of the monster, but I wasn't going to take any
chances out on this ribbon of rock with a hysterical man.
"Let's go
back," I said. "We'll try to get to the cave some other time."
"All
right," Donaldson said, shaken. We turned and inched our way back along
the shelf to safety, and half-ran to the sanctuary of the ship.
But once we were
inside and I was thinking clearly again, I began to sprout some suspicions.
I reasoned it out
very carefully. Every time Donaldson had gone out previously, the monster had
failed to show. There wasn't another man aboard ship who hadn't had some
encounter with the thing. And some of them were remarking about Donaldson's
apparent luck.
So this time we're
out on the shelf, and the monster does show up—but Donaldson's the
only one who sees him, after staunchly denying its existence all along. It
seemed to me that it might only have been pretense, that he had faked seeing
the monster for some reason of his own.
I didn't know what
that could be. But I had some ideas. Donaldson, after all, had been a member of
the first party to explore Pollux V, the day before the exploration that killed
Max. I had remained on the ship while that group had been out.
Suppose, I
thought, Donaldson had found something on that first trip, something that he
hadn't bothered to tell the rest of us about. Something he might want badly
enough to kill all of us for.
It was pretty
far-fetched, but it was worth a try. I decided to explore Donaldson's cabin.
Ordinarily we respected privacy to an extreme degree aboard the ship. I had never been in Donaldson's cabin before—he never invited anyone in, and naturally I never went uninvited.
But this was a special case, I felt.
The door was
locked, but it's not hard to coerce a magneplate into opening if you know how
they work. Donaldson was in the ship's lab and I hoped he'd stay out of my way
till I had a good look around.
The room was just
like any of ours, filled with the usual things—a shelf of reference books, a
file of musictapes, some minifilms, other things to help to pass away the long
hours between planets. It seemed neat, precise, uncluttered, just as Donaldson
himself was crisp and reserved.
I moved around the
room very carefully, looking for anything out of the ordinary. And then I found
it.
It was a black box, nothing more, about four inches square. It was sitting on one of his shelves.
Just a bare black box, a little cube of
metal—but what metal!
Beyond the
blackness was a strange unearthly shimmer, an eye-teasing pattern of shifting
molecules within the metal itself. The box had a sleek, alien appearance. I
knew it hadn't been in the cabin when we left Earth.
With a sudden rush of excitement I realized my mad guess had been right.
Donaldson had found something and kept news of it back from the rest
of us. And perhaps it was linked to the deaths of Max Feld and Leo Mickens.
Cautiously I
reached out to examine the box. I lifted it. It was oddly heavy, and strange to
the touch.
But no sooner did
I have it in my hands when the door opened behind me. Donaldson had come back.
"What are you
doing with that?" he shouted.
"I—"
He crossed the
cabin at top speed and seized the box from my hands. And suddenly the monster
appeared.
It materialized
right in the cabin, between Donaldson and me, its vast bulk pressing against
the walls. I felt its noisome breath on me, sensed its evil reek.
"Donaldson!"
But Donaldson was
no longer there. I was alone in the cabin with the creature.
I backed away into
the far corner, my mouth working in terror. I tried to call for help, but
couldn't get a word out. And the beast squirmed and changed like a vast amoeba,
writhing and twisting from one grey oily shape to another.
I sank to the
floor, numb with horror—and then realized that the monster wasn't approaching.
It was just
staying there, making faces at me.
Making faces. Like
a bogeyman.
It was trying to
scare me to death. That was how Max Feld had died, that was how Leo Mickens had
died.
But I wasn't going
to die that way.
I rose and
confronted the thing. It just remained in the middle of the cabin, blotting
everything out behind it, stretching from wall to wall and floor to ceiling,
changing from one hell-shape to another and hoping I'd curl up and die.
I stepped forward.
Cautiously I
touched the monster's writhing surface. It was like touching a cloud. I sank
right in.
The monster changed, took the dragon form again—much smaller, of course, to fit the cabin.
Teeth gnashed the air before my nose—but didn't bite into my throat as they promised to do.
Nervelessly I stood my ground.
Then I waded into
the heart of the monster, right into its middle with the grey oiliness
billowing out all around me. There seemed to be nothing material, nothing to
grapple hold of. It was like fighting a dream.
But then I hit
something solid. My groping hands closed around warm flesh. I started to
squeeze.
I had a throat. A
living core of flesh within the monster? It might be. I constricted my fingers,
dug them in, heard strangled gasps coming from further in. I couldn't see, but
I hung on.
Then a human voice
said, "Damn you—you're choking me!" And the monster thinned.
Through the
diminishing smoke of the dream-creature, I saw Donaldson, and I was clutching
his throat. He still held the black box in his hand, but it was slipping from
his grasp, slipping....
He dropped it. It
clattered to the floor and I kicked it far across the cabin.
The monster
vanished completely.
It was just the two of us, there in the cabin. I heard fists pounding on the door from outside, but
I ignored them. This was between me and Donaldson.
"What is that
thing?" I asked, facing him, tugging at his throat. I shook him.
"Where'd you find that hell-thing?"
"Wouldn't you
like to know?" he wheezed.
My fingers
tightened. Suddenly he drew up his foot and lashed out at my stomach. I let go
of his throat and fell back, the wind knocked out of me. As I staggered
backward, he darted for the fallen box, but I recovered and brought my foot
down hard on his outstretched hand.
He snarled in
pain. I felt his other fist crash into my stomach again. I was almost numb,
sick, ready to curl up in a knot and close my eyes. But I forced myself to suck
in breath and hit him.
His head snapped
back. I hit him again, and he reeled soggily. His neat, precise lips swelled
into a bloody mass. His fists moved hazily; I blackened one of his eyes, and he
groaned and slumped. Fury was in my fists; I was avenging the honor of the
Exploratory Wing against the one man who had broken its oaths.
"Enough ...
enough...."
But I hit him
again and again, till he sagged to the floor. I picked up the black metal box,
fondled it in my hands. Then, tentatively, I threw a thought at it.
Monster.
The monster
appeared in all its ugliness.
Vanish.
It vanished.
"That's how
it works, isn't it?" I said. "It's a thought projector. That monster
never existed outside your own mind, Donaldson."
"Don't hit me
again," he whined. I didn't. He was beneath contempt.
I threw open the
door and saw the other crewmen huddled outside, their faces pale. "It's
all over," I said. "Here's your monster."
I held out the
black box.
We held court on Donaldson that night, and he made full confession. That first day, he had stumbled over an alien treasure in the cave beyond the hill—that, and the thought-converter.
The idea came to him that perhaps, as sole survivor of the
expedition, he could turn some of the treasure to his own uses.
Robert Silverberg, (centre), in this vintage photo. |
So he utilized the
thought-converter in a campaign to pick us off one by one without aiming suspicion
at himself. Only his clumsy way of pretending to see the creature himself had
given him away; else he might have killed us all.
Our rulebook gave
no guide on what to do about him—but we reached a decision easily enough.
When we left
Pollux V, taking with us samples of the treasure, and other specimens of the
long-dead race (including the thought-converter) we left Donaldson behind, on
the bare, lifeless planet, with about a week's supply of food and air.
No one ever
learned of his treachery. We listed him as a casualty, along with Max and Leo,
when we returned to Earth. The Exploratory Wing had too noble a name to tarnish
by revealing what Donaldson had done ... and none of us will ever speak the
truth. The Wing means too much to us for that.
And I think
they're going to award him a posthumous medal....
END
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